I've been trashed as not as good.

People think I'm "not a lady" after they were mean to me and I tried to defend myself by how I looked and they just kept smiling and doing it, and they met someone else to compare with like I "could've handled that differently," though I didn't have this problem before, partially before moving to Orlando.

The People of Orlando Who Came and Went
The people in Orlando seem gay and act I'm not good enough, like racially or obviously that I have dark hair or my nose is too short.  If I were a blonde I might pass, in some way at least.  I'm proud of my hair, in some ways, though.  Still, those people still go on reveling in their racial superiority over me, in their opinions, that translate into other ways.  They're a bit too forward and always wanting to control my life, though they are lesser than me.  They just have their limp hair and wasted bodies to attest for.