The people involved monitoring me in private don't want me to post my problems online. (Supposedly, the only reason they won't agree with me posting my problems here is because one person is upset with me for things I did and said so.)
The people involved in my life with the monitoring me in private seem to say that, if I post my problems online, then it's like breaking a deal, but I'm the one who seems to be settling problems by seeing them as deals.
Some people don't care if I post about issues to do with people they know, but I also found the opposite to be true.